IT WAS ME

Well, I have succeeded with the display of my blog posts and had a great nights sleep. I almost think this is going better than I thought.

Today is May 1st, which means another opportunity to get a hold of the life that I want to live. It has been going much better than most of my conscious, choice driven life. See my first college roommate gave me a pencil on one of our last days together that said, “Get your life together,” and I think that was the realization that some could see my chaos in full (although she had an advantage because we slept 6 feet apart). That was about 6 years ago now and I would say i’ve made great progress.

In about an hour I have a psychiatry appointment with a new doctor, the second one in 10 years and boy am I quizzical.. My previous psychiatrist recently passed away and that was a catalyst for a lot of change in my life. I would love to explain because it’s very interesting, but I have to get a move on for… time is .. of an essence?

I am in the middle of training to be a crisis hotline counselor, what do you think?

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  1. Oli's avatar

    Alesio, I just realized who this was and it is mind blowing how kind you are to reflect. I am…

  2. Alesio Bejleri's avatar

    I see it clearly. Your robot analogy nails how rigid mindsets malfunction on new ideas then double down in echo…

  3. Oli's avatar

    Wow. Thank you so much for taking the time to write your thoughts about this post. It is the first…

  4. Alesio Bejleri's avatar

    This feels really honest and human. It reads like someone trying to understand themselves instead of pretending they already have…

  5. Alesio Bejleri's avatar

    This feels really honest and human. It reads like someone trying to understand themselves instead of pretending they already have…

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